Conclusion For My Sem 1

I never thought i had such a time during sem1 foundation in UTAR Perak.

UTAR was never my choice, but I'm still end up here.

I was standing a road that divide into path, a dream path and a revenge path.

I choose revenge path instead of my dream path.

During 3 months time at here, everything is out of my control. Everything.

Gone through many painful time, cheerful time... without a proper plan ahead.

Starting to know this world is much more bigger than i imagine; also starting to know this world is smaller than i imagine.

I saw humans that are beautiful inside out wherther it is a male or female; I saw 'trashs' even though this is a university campus.

Many different type of personalities I can take it as a reference.

Trashs still exist every where, even though they had a good brain, but their personalities destroy it all.

Studies, which is not only just on the lecture or tutorial classes. It evolve into more socially than before.

Getting to know the humans around you, forming a group to do assignment with the humans you just only know their names, eating dinner with the humans that you don't know much. But eventually, everyone starting to get close together even though they just met lately. Still, a strong friendship bond was form without knowing it's presents. Become friends really fast and kind to each others.

It is a good thing.

I gave up most of my dream in order to get another thing. But, now i realise I have gain something very precious to me, friends.

They are unreplaceable, priceless, something that give you the strenght to go on. I'm really greatful that I'm able to meet them. Thery change my world, making it become bigger than before, make me to realise human are more unic than i thought.

At here, allow me to say thank you to my mates. Thank you, this 3 months time means a lot to me.

Thanks again.

The Worst Week

This week is the worst during my time here at UTAR.

Two presentation coming ahead and the preparetion was sucks. Many things need to redo and redo. The day is coming close and I'm still doing those slides, the speaking script I still haven't do it yet.

The mathematics mid-term test was on thursday and i did some stupid mistakes. When the test was done, it started to rain so hard. The test ended at 7:30PM and I spend my time waiting until 9AM. It was so frustrating when the time just pass through like that. I can continue my slides during the wait or do many other things as well.

And friday, I got my accounting test 1 & 2 results. Of course, I'm deadly unsatisfy with my results. Who can I blame? Only myself, blame for my stupidy and carelessnest.

Therefore, the whole week my mode is really bad. Still, I didn't release my anger on my friends or on objects like I used to be. Just bare it, bare it... bare it......

Well, there is one thing funny about this week. That is mathematics class revision, more like tuition something. There was a timetable given with who is teaching that time. Me and my friends choose to attend our old lecturer class (Yeah, our maths lecturer been switch to a bitch who don't know her maths. We prefer the old one). The funny thing is that so many humans were attending the same time as well. The hall were full and some even sat on the floor. Luckily I went in early and able to grab a nice sit. The class was fine though.


The lecturer hall


And the lecturer. (Seems he is very popular among the students)

Been 2 Months has passed

It had been about two months I left my hometown and start studying at Kampar, Perak.
Yeah, I haven't touch my blog for a month. Can't help it, just too busy with tutorial questions, assignment, revision, Facebook and sleeping. XP
Oh well, just want to simply update my blog only.

Actually, I'm starting to like here. I met many kinds of human being here. A lot of different personalities I can take as model to refer when ever I starting write a story. I really like my new friends I made here, that human is not included and you know who am I refering to. This time I simpy introduce them.

Ong Zhi Bin, a male human from Penang Island. A really nice friend to talk with. He has a nice personality and sometimes a good joker as well. He actually really smart, but he seems lack confident in himself.

Candy Lee, a female human from Taiping. A responsible girl I must say. I like these kind of human, maybe they are mature. Sometimes she is a playful girl and always with her white jacket. She kinna boy-ish, maybe because the influence from her brother, brother, brother and brother.

Sam and Fei, one is a cheerful guy and another is silence cool guy. They live together, come to school together and always paying attention to their handphone time to time.

Shirley Ang, a K-pop&drama, J-anime&drama fan girl. Always having problem with her hair cut. Two times cutting her hair but always seems unsatisfied with it. Yep, a sunshine girl indeed.

The studies? Give me a break. All those mid-term test and assignment is killing me. I can't handle it properly because I don't how to make a efficient time table. This cause me a lot of stress and hair fall problem. Yeah, I know, I'm balding.

That's all I can say about my life here. There is some other stories I haven't tell, but the picture bellow will do the job for me.

IT HAS BEEN A MONTH

It's been a month for me to screwing around UTAR at Kampar.

Yep, getting used to the surrounding(need to watch out for those driver who likes to speed up when he/she see you crossing the road and not using the turning signal), food(majority is fried food >< ), friends(well, they been nice and kind. Just there is one I feel like to punch him when ever he open his mouth), lecturers (some are cool, experienced, clumzy, hardworking, funny, serious and so on), and studies ( I will lying if I said I able to catch up the stuff).

Having 2 assignment need to be done, account and economics. One jurnal writing is around the cornor, it is critical thinking. Maths test is next week, the date yet to be comfirm. And my hair still keep falling. = =

I really hate it to see my room is full of my hair. It is giving me the warning that my body health condition is not being good. I tried to eat as healthy food as possible, but there is no where to be found.

I missed my mother's cooking (and her nagging) and my father as well. Since I had been a month not seeing them (they still call for me though, but something still missing). They always ask how I'm living, but when ever I ask about them, they just goes like nothing-change-much kinna answer. Kinna sad though. Sometimes I want to know more about their life right now.

The studies? I can start digging a grave for it. I understand what the lecturer said during the lecture, but I just can't solve the problems and questions. What is wrong with me !? Lack exersice? Yeah, i guess. Need to give it more hardwork one it. = ="

Starting going to gym for 2 weeks. Need to build up body and sweat more. Yet, it is a long way for me to go on = =


Here some pictures

A guy who resign half way. = =


If it is a rainny day, this is my dinner.

The library.


The caffeteria with full of humans.

A guy who is looking into a map.


You don't wanna know the content.


Shopping for supplies.


Haven't bloom yet......


Pasar malam!! Open on wednesday night time.

IT HAS BEEN A WEEK

It's been a week and I'm starting to hate it.
The subjects not really boring but ... ... yeah, annoying.
Not like the lecturer is dutch bag or something. It is the subject itself is annoying.
I'm can't really understand what are them.
Crtitcal thinking(the thinking way is far more different from me), general maths (more like add maths), F. Accounting (almost same as the Form 4 & 5 account), basic English (need to study and memories different type of symbol of pronunciation) and Principal Economies (I hardly able to get those info into my brain).
In total, I still can't get myself into these subjects. Maybe I'm a slow learner, yet ......

Life? Yet being used to it for now. I can get the daily stuff I need just few steps away.
It is a pretty nice place, starting to like it. Still the weather is hot as hell. = =

Now I need to plan my way the spend my money. Everyday I need about RM10 above for my lunch and dinner. I still need to buy text books which price is really high. Damn, I really hope the money will fall from sky. = =

All I can say about my life right now, cuz I'm still really blur about things around me right now. Need some time to get myself together now.......

FIRST LECTURE DAY?

I took my first lecture yesterday and I'm totally day dreaming in class.
Can't really concerntrate on what the lecture is about and my brain is full of ... I can't even remember it!!

Well, the English lecture class(8am in the morning!?) is host by a Malay female, Nurul. Kinna funny person and easy going. Maybe her class will be more interesting when she didn't teach us about pronunsation or something like that. I totally don't get those symbols. Hoping we can get to write more instead of saying(?) more.

The next class was Principal of Economies(2pm). Host by Ms Ang. Also a funny person too. When she choose course rep. was deadly funny. Well, I didn't become one though (thank god!!!). There's some late/wrong-enter classmate. But there is one person I don't get it, he came is late and still talking to his phone and just casually take a sit. Ms Ang was confused and she ask him what's his name. He reply that he is not a foundation student but a degree student and want to learn more about economies stuff. You can enter a foundation class as a degree student and with that kind of attitude!? Holy crap, show some respect dude. If I were Ms Ang, surely I'm gonna kick that guy out of the lecture hall. The class is more about breifing than learning(still got learn some though). But 2 hour pass really fast though.

In the evening, the weather sures sucks. When i was about go jogging with my housemate, it rain; when we about to go dinner, it rain AGAIN!! Holy crap = =. It has been like this for 2 days and I really hate rainy weather. So, with no choice, we need to walk out to get our dinner. Sure sucks. Still, lucky I didn't get sick because of it.

The First Day Of Orientation at UTAR

Well, the orientation starts at 8:30am today but i woke up at 6:30am.
It was so hot that i hardly able to sleep.
Keep waking up at midle of the night and found my shirt is all wet but the sweat.
Cool, huh?
Since I woke up, I just had a ltttle morning walk with my housemate (also didn't had a good sleep)
and we walk along the pond.
Kinna refreshing for me, cuz i rarely didn't these kind stuff before.
So, at 8am (as promised with my other friend to cycle to university but he was late and I had to go ahead with my housemate and without him) cycling along the pond to reach the university is kinna fun. You can smell the pond from the morning breeze.
It still hot though.
Hearing those briefing didn't get me anyway instead getting me even more confused.
And also the president of the university also given some speech but I hardly able to listen it clearly, cuz we were watch a live slide.
So, sorry president. Maybe next time.
We had lunch break at 12pm and thrust me, it was the worse than listening speech.
The lines were so long that you could even tell where is the begining (you can tell the end though). It took me about 45mins to get my food (averange taste) and an ice lemon tea.
Quickly finish my meal and head back to the hall for the afternoon session.
There where seniors tell us about the live at UTAR, how much fun was it and so on.
When the leecher come up, my happy-live-hope ends immediately. His speechs was full of all kind of warning. I just fell like to vomit when I listen to it. Not because of his speech stinks but it is full of pressure. Yea, i know he just want the best for us and hope us can pass the exams with flying colors. Yet, still... kinna.... ya know.

Well, the whole thing ends at 5:25pm. Some students rush to get their time table but I didn't cuz the line was deadly long. So, I gave up and when back home without my housemate. When I reach home my housemate call me for his bike tyre broke down and I had to cycle back al the wasy back to the university to check him out. The tyre is beyond our repairship so we need to walk to a bikecycle shop to repair. It was a long way to the school. Our feet was to tired. The distance? About more than a kilometer. But luckily the shop still open though = =

And that's all. My day just end like that with deadly fatigue all over my body. Nice exercise though. lol